Kansas or not

So frustrating. We received a list of agencies from Angel Adoptions and did our interviews and decided we would start with Kansas then add Colorado. Well after doing the application and just about everything else, we found out they have a one year minimum marriage requirement. This breaks my heart. And then we found out last week that Colorado has a two year minimum. The Kansas agency is going to check with their lawyer to see if they can work with us but who knows. Every time we hit a bump it just shakes me up. It really is a frustrating process - adoption. I go from infertility to bump, bump, bump in the adoption world. It makes me think it's not meant to be or maybe we are forcing something. Liam doesn't agree but then again he doesn't really believe in the "meant to be" idea.

So now I wait for the call back from Kansas.