Monday, April 5, 2010

Nothing


So nothing to report. It's so quiet that it doesn't feel like anything at all. Liam suggests that I find a "waiting to adopt" group to talk to about these feelings. The best way I was able to explain it to Liam is that it must feel like what men feel like when their wife is pregnant. You are cognitive of it but you can't feel it or really understand it. There is no emotional tie to it or the idea of it. We go through some of the motions of trying to think of boy names (as you know we picked a girl name - Lior) and I bought this stool for Liam for our child - Liam is an airplane junky, but that's about it. Some say to embrace the idea and start living/acting like you are pregnant and others say don't get your hopes up because the birth mom can change her mind at delivery. I'm stuck between the two theories.